I am not a poet or a philosopher, am not even a great writer, so must of what I post are just what I feel, think or experience......

Hasn't there come a time when you think that everyone and everything around you is taking you for a ride...!When you feel so utterly and completely used that you wonder whether you really deserve your own respect forget others' respect.

I don't know about any of you out there, but this happened to me not once but time and time again, and you know I don't do anything about it 'cos I fear losing someone who is really really close to me.... I let them use me, let them take me for granted in return for closeness, friendship, love, companionship....!! I think this my mechanism to defeat loneliness or the prospect of loneliness.

All of us have enough of things to do (let it be studies, work whatever it is) but still the fear of loneliness or the fear of being devoid or someone you love makes us do real stupid things, which otherwise we being rational people, wouldn't do. When we are bystanders to such incidents, we often point out at other, we scoff at them for being such emotional fools.... But, when it comes to our own lives we are quite emotional ourselves - the so-called "practical" souls aren't included here!!! :)

I am a total emotional fool and am not ashamed to say this, cos without my emotions, without my actions; I wouldn't be the person I am today!! I don't mind being emotional in my head, it brings a whole new dimension to life; which wouldn't exist had I been otherwise!! Having said this, I would want to strike a balance between the two - keeping both of them strictly apart from each other, and that would make my life a whole lot simpler!!!!! :) Now, whether or not I want a "simple" life is another issue ;)